Wednesday, July 29, 2009
SOOOOO much has happened since i last posted!!! i actually moved to another state. (wow) lol! but before that (about 2 weeks ago) i went to the doctor and got on the scale....i was 138 lbs... officially my highest weight. you can imagine how i felt. AT YOUR HIGHEST IS WHEN YOU FEEL LOWEST. :(. but on monday i started the master cleanse and i was on it for three days i lost 8 lbs!!! but for some reason i doubted myself...i broke the fast for like no reason. i was so depressed after i ate, i stayed in bed all day. but i have decided to start the cleanse again tomorrow and lose the rest of the weight. i realized while on the cleanse that i dont need food and i am in charge....not my cravings. i want to do the cleanse for 20 days and hopefully get down to 110 lbs. so now that i know that i can do this, i will stop at nothing. i would love it if i could have you guys' support! i will keep you updated daily on the cleanse.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
my scale is named elyse
watching america's next top model is GREAT thinspo. dude. i plan to be 95 lbs by december, when i come back for holiday. i was aiming for a gw of 102, but i really want to shock my mom because that bitch doesn't know a damn thing about me. she always talks about how naturally thin she was when she was my age. well that bitch will be surprised when im a size 00.
this is what i plan to eat tomorrow:
1/2 can od tuna: 90 cals
1 egg: 70 cals
1/2 can of tuna: 90 cals
steamed broccoli: 50 cals
diet coke: 0
2 litres of water: 0
altoids: 25
that is a total of 325 calories
Monday, July 13, 2009
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
so last week i started off by eating around 500 cals a day. i was doing great. but thursday i fell off and i had doughnuts and a quesadilla and other shit. and then the holidays...ARGGHHH. i dont even want to think about how many calories i ate. but i am getting back on track. yesterday, i ate about 6oo cals and today ive only eaten 200 so far. i can do this. i will be thin.
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