just a thought. i am home all fucking summer from uni....this would be the perfect time to fast. duh. but there are so many triggers at home. my family being one of them. and the summer makes me lazy. i just need to cut it the fuck out and fucking lose weight. and what the fuck, there isnt a proper scale here...i had to leave mine at school. wouldn't it be so good if i stepped on that scale when i get back to school and it says 122, 119, 115?  i have this pair of shorts that are two or three sizes too small...i want to be able to fit those.